I did this right here song..like..NOW
It’s been too much to tell you all in one sitting what the past couple of years have been like.
But I will say… I haven’t done the, “I need to get up and rap.. NOW “
In quite awhile.
I did tonight.
I just wrote and recorded this in the past hour or so.
It’s been and it continues to be a trying road, I support all of you who are down for being…. man I dunno at this point.. lol ..
I think it’s just accepting who the fuck you are.
I think that’s GREAT!!!!
If you have kids, teach it to them. keep keep on my homies..
But yeah..
ahem..
so.. My computer… well ok.. after I threw it.
is dead.
Got a bunch of shit in there.
Including my protools setup.
I said fuck it.
I need to write tonight and record.. something .. ANYTHING.
So I had to do it on garageband.
If you make the second “g” in “Garage” sound French it sounds waaay cooler.
And I thought.. why not give to you. Y’all are cool.
Umm. .. I got mad beats from Frequency.. this is one of them.. I got them a looooong time go, but I been checking for you. I’m not trying to be disrespectful in anyway by letting this out …so I will NOT make it downloadable. But I would REALLY like to speak with you .. hopefully you dont want to thrash me over this.. but I think youre fresh!!!
once again..
garageband..
in the kitchen .
1am..
Ahh!! almost forgot!!
If you feel like you cant hear the lyrics…
I may have change some small wise. but eh..
ok..
GO!
I might just die tonight,
if i dont get up and write tonight
i might gone by the morn or the early dawns light
out of bed to the corner cause I perform right
if i can buy one loose hold like one mic
fo-rmer pack buyer but camu passed
and im still tight thinking that will wont last
isnt that some shit
but aint it accurate
that maybe addict is the main damn adjective
that people use when they view you
im mad at it
but i aint mad enough to say i quit
aint it a shame aint it
but i’ll say it
i keep my vices though there could be pain in it
but i type, fingers flying on the text edit
feel right more than anything im des-perate
my chest give in my heart gets weak you know
i bless this shit with ev-erything in my soul
i aint in it for popular votes
im in it for popular quotes
i’ll admit it was shocked when kwe wrote
emails that read
i gotta earn respect
well what the fuck i been doing since i turned and said
im earn this bread makin records nigga tighter than a tourniquet
ima learned vet
and then i learned im a certain threat
niggas give dap turn around say they call niggas never heard again
so i search through the ashtray burn it again
like my turn on this pathway I swerve again
fall off the road
call off the goal
im saying cause you ought to know
its devastating when inaudible
dudes saying you aint plausible
jean.. shes so emotional ..
not cause i have a vag cause you niggas are fags
and thats in general now
and i dont even have a dick but bet im better endowed
with better rhetoric wow
and let a letter be found
about jeans homophobic explain yourself
well i’ll do better
heres a letter
chain yourself
im a mixed race woman, a female rapper, a foreigner, muslim raised, muslim named
self employed, bi sexual, with features keep you guessing with one eye raised.
pardon, her… what are you
and dont we got
better things to discuss pardon my disgust
but ive been every name in the book
so get thicker skin
cause you wont find me apologin
(come on)
my bad i said that i would fight back, and i dont mean to quit
but what preceded shit, well any would toss terry cloth in
sit back and count they losses
but im enforcement
so im endorsing
an army of y’all sick and tired of bosses
we gon win i swear just stay the course its
and its enough that we even dared to come this far
im down to ride
y’all get in the car
P dot to the S
peep the spacebar getting hit MAAAAD hard in the mix.. lmao @ me..
wait!!! hahahahaa
also.. how the second ‘verse’ sounds tooootally different.. I didnt give a fuck tonight.. i just wanted to hear a new rap song .. done by me. fuck it.. eh..
