Lately
I have realized that i hate having friends that are girls.
they stick around for only so long, untill they find someone better to hang with or just feel like being bitches and ditching you.
I have felt like my “best friend” has been ditching me and that she has changed so much without me her “best friend” even knowing.
Maybe its just me, maybe its because everytime i get a “best friend” thats a girl they ditch me or just throw me away like i never mattered. like lindsey and christie. but im not guna get into that shit.
Its just i wish i could have one close friend that is always there for me
who i can go stay with and be closer to than anyone else. someone that supports me and doesnt cancel our plans for stupid or made up reasons.
But like its always been im closer to the guys than i am girls. Girls and i dont get along. there are few girls i get along with and they always fuck me over. or the last time this happened make me out to be the one at fault and blamed me for their bad decisions.
But its whatever
like i said im used to this stuff
and if i loose my new “best friend”
Ill always find another
like i said. This shit happens all the fucking time
